In the infinity of choices, what choices does the world really give me?
- See/be blind
What gives me these choices? Why do I avoid growth to sit still – to “sit/stay” like a little doggie?
I can be fluid as water, yet I choose to be a rock.
Having made so many decisions about change before, I am feeling an affinity for sameness now. having made so much happen, I am now the target of happenings – the receiver.
I know the power is latent. I can bring it into activity at any time. I am toying now with stillness, playing with being trapped. I am this me now, after so much being that me.
They have not told me why; I have not asked that question.
But soon I will change, it will once again all change. This will not last forever. I will change my beliefs into understandings. I will leave the safety net below to fly off. I will forge a new future & not even look back. The past has no interest for me: I’ve done it. Right now are the beginnings occurring – advent of change. From this stillness, this stillpoint, I will push & pull, resist & allow, above all, I will create.
There needs to be some different thing or artistry. I’m far too young to be this old.
I will welcome my retiring soul by shaping my formative, birthing self. I will find freedom from reincarnation to simple incarnation which is a kind of mortgage of the soul.
The change is already in motion of emotion.
I feel the whole world chomping at the bit for change. I make the commitment to other than not making one.
All this mind-full-ness is grand, but where is it taking me, really?
I cannot let beliefs lock me down any longer. Not when there are dreams to be had.
Note from 5/27/2017: This ‘resolution’ didn’t even last a year. But then, so many resolutions don’t.